A thousand times

Wazzap
Oh my lord I look so different I still can't get used to it hehe different good different bad I don't exactly know either

So..............
Today was the first day of the Orientation and it was so horrid I had such a bad start to the day I broke down in front of my OGLs sigh. I don't know why but it feels too easy to just cry now :( But all is good I have to believe that

Since its the first day of Orientation, this also means I had to submit my subj combi choices today. And even though I've been thinking about this for a month now and it also being the reason for all my sleepless nights, I still couldn't decide. But when I finally did, it turns out MJ doesn't offer retainees all the choices they want. So basically I went fuck fuck fucketty fuck and panicked like mad.

I'm so tired I don't even wanna think about whether I made the right choice or not.