Tuesday, April 16, 2013

I am so fucking tired okay even if I do well now I feel like it is expected and that if I don't, I'm letting everyone down. And weary and tired, I look into a mirror and I feel like setting myself on fire. F u c k why do I look the way I am why am I so weak and tired all the time, so talentless so lifeless even if I did want to do something with my life I can't. And I don't think I'll ever be good enough and you'll never see me that way so that's it I guess I don't want to care anymore I just wanna curl up in a corner and never wake up. Honest.