double dutch

Today I was really proud of myself bc I made spinach and 4cheese tortellini for dinner all. by. myself woohoo mad props iz it naht

today's the third day living on my own hahaha and I'm loving it hey guess this means I'm ready to live alone abroad in a student apartment?

studies-wise.......... I just hope I'm doing enough. Just downed a Take5 and I'm absolutely buzzzzzzzzzing to get back to organic chem wow right ok brb hopefully the next time I blog will be post As

and I will be satisfied too

xx,
Z

So I was in class this morning and I felt so upset about all the extra weight I was putting on, no thanks to As, that so many thoughts were running through my head. I contemplated the idea of going to the toilet and just slitting a bunch of meat away and flushing it down the drain so that whoever finds me has no hope of reattaching me with that ---thing-----

geez how morbid

honestly though the day I managed to rock really cool jeans will be the day I'm there

why do I care so much haha but it just matters so so much to me