Thursday, July 31, 2014

Sugar and a razorblade


Don't we all wish for more


I wish I was more original and brilliant and kinder and nicer and everyday I'm working on it. Or at least try some days are conscious nulls and then life revolves around seeing how much I can really stuff myself with food and then regret afterwards (haha) 

I wish I can step back and see the bigger picture of everything 

Oh and I didn't manage to get the MTV VJ gig haha. I was kinda crushed but  thoroughly believe there will be other chances and I will try my best. I've been told before that I have a weak mind and I'm trying so desperately to change that about myself. Baby steps. And I suppose everything stems from self-love eh haha

Well, 96 days to the big one. And I'm now drawing a mental picture of me pushing myself with my arms closed and heels dug deep hahaha come on Zoee!!!!!!


x,
Z

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Tiny update


I've come to the conclusion that it's humanly impossible to look good in school because y'know the theory look good feel good? Feeling like sh*t in school just negates whatever 'look good' factor you can ultimately possess

It's okay I just gotta stick it for 3 more months and I can finally start making some actions to my life and embarking on more projects. Hehe

In the meantime I thank the stars everyday for my friends. They cool iz cool 
 

x,
Z

Saturday, July 19, 2014

Maybe if I was prettier
smarter
more matured
more confident
less insecure
skinnier
less vulnerable
more ready
prettier
more collected

better