Saturday, January 26, 2013

Acid pink lemonade

helloooo
So I just got back from GOAP trials at ECP with the OGLs and I am, in a word, shagged. And if spending an entire day walking up and down the beach in the sun singing along to old time classics wasn't exhausting enough, we went shopping afterwards haha not that I'm even complaining duh.

Anyways I have a new hairdo, braces and extremely red face argh sunburnt haha. I kinda like my hair this way when its down, but when its in a ponytail, it looks absolutely shit ugh.


Guys I have big dreams but I'm scared. h e l p

ooh and I finally finished learning IKYWT on the guitar haha yay

Monday, January 7, 2013

Bits and pieces

It's difficult every single time someone asks me what I actually wanna do in the future and I immediately reply PR/HR............ I don't know I guess its kinda like my fall back plan if my ultimate super dream career doesn't work out hahahaha omg listen to me I sound like a child.

Every single day I'm overcoming the small parts and obstacles. It's so difficult but I have to make it work. If only I could instill a little bit of Effy into me haha wow nothing will ever stop me then. The small things, the bits and pieces, are still okay but its the great big hunks that worry me...................... Too many choices right now too many decisions to be made. Someone send help? Ah wellz in the meantime I shall immerse myself into the beautiful deep dark complicated world of Skins. Adios mis amigos~

Just talking to you made me realize what could have been and it made me so sad

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Liberate your sons and daughters

Hiiiii guuuyyyysss

So I came home from the movies and found a mini family gathering at home. Turns out my aunt's marriage is on the rocks and the ladies of the family are trying to........ gatherevidence/backherup/brightenthings I don't know. But it totally reminds me of 7 years ago when the same thing happened and I was being ushered into my room and everyone told me not to worry blah blah yeah. My poor little couz's facing what I'm facing now and he's barely 7. Seriously adults really do fuck things up sometimes. Although I can't really say the whole thing has ever affected me haha. I just grew tougher hehe. And basically learnt that you can only ever trust yourself and guys just never ever ever let your life revolve around one person because no one every stays and you don't want your world crumbling down over something as tiny as him/her now do youuuu.

On a lighter note, Wreck It Ralph was totes adorable and SKYLAR ASTIN VOICED ROY omg hahaha major freakout when I realized it hehe. Oooh and I put up 2 new posters today haha more days of talking to the wall nah I'm kidding okay byeeee guuuyyyyssss

xx

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

SAY HELLO TO A FRESH START


Time to leave all t he negativities of 2012 behind and start 2013 afresh! No matter what, this year I'm gonna make it work. I know what I want and with that, 2013 is gonna rock! Let's go guys whoooo