Saturday, June 23, 2012

Seventeen

During my last 11:11 as a sixteen year old, I made a wish. There are so many things I wish to accomplish in the year to come and I'm nowhere near self-actualization. This year, things are in priority, number 1 obviously being able to promote. Second would be to lose as much weight as possible I don't care how I don't care how detrimental it will be I'm just gonna do it. How many have actually died of bulimia or whatevs anyways? All it takes is perseverance and I will go as far as I can. Also, I wanna get as close to my dreams as possible, no matter how farfetched they seem now. Hopefully being seventeen might help me achieve some of these things? Hopefully.

Haha I wrote that down last night, I was so unwilling to turn 17. Its no biggie I know but it just reminds me again how I've been spending my teenage years doing the same things over and over sigh yeah its important and yes it'll do us good but really? How many more years argh. What does my future hold for me? Will what I'm studying now even help seriously??? Like, I totes don't foresee myself using Chem in my dream job pshh I mean get real man! But its okay I'm just gonna mush on cuz I'm definitely not alone haha I can always live out my teenage dreams in my twenties yeah?? yeah.

SO today I celebrated my birthday in the library!! Big yay to me haha well it was not baaaaad, semi productive and my girls had a mini celebration for me at the restaurant closest to 1D's hearts: Nando's HAHA. okay that was lame. Anyways they did good! I was real surprised hahaha thank you girls for always being there for me :')  


Cheryl, ultimate kudos to you for bearing with my dumbness, my whining, my complete lack of ability to concentrate and my angst hahaha I pity you but yey to 12 years of friendship! *hugs*


Jas, for putting up with my lameness '_- HAH MY WINK FACE IS STILL SO COOL and my constant rant and bitching and such hahaha. Thanks for following me out when we got banished from the library and have faith things will turn out alright yeah ;)

And thanks Blondie for always being there to push me on and nag at me and for being my Sbux partner study partner shopping partner idk man haha I don't know how to put everything down in words but YOU GET THE GIST okay thanks for not exploding or something during my blonde moments which is completely understandable cuz if anything, you're even worse than I am HAH. That was a long sentence whew

TO MANDY WINNIE JASMINEY SY KT YUKI PLEASE okay lets meet up soon la haven't seen y'all in ages haha but I love you too hehe guideys you guys are the best

Aight this has been a long wordy post without pictures haha I took ages to compose this!  I swear Auzzie post is coming up next! Australia really is an amazing place and I can't wait to study there one day man. But till then, here's a bunny on hiiiiiiiiiiiiigh to thank you for clicking on that ad ;)

Raven


Sooooo. Okay as you can see, my hair is getting way too ... long. Its getting in my way and on my last nerve sheesh. The worst thing is as my fringe grows, the back seems to actually grow shorter hmm is that possible really? Maybe there's this hair gnome that snips off some of my hair when I'm sleeping. A hair fairy yeah I'd like that. Us girls would be fur-reeking rich hah.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Ache


Holding hands may seem like an innocent gesture, but they show more than a simple interlocking of fingers.  Your hands are one of the most essential parts of your body: you build with them, feed with them, hold with them, touch with them, fight with them; they are the tools of the human body.  To take a hold of another’s hand is to break from living individually.  It is to link yourself to another being, to momentarily entwine your life with another’s, to promise, for a moment, that you need not face the world alone.  More simple, more aesthetically naive than other forms of affection, the act of holding hands is often trivialised in its true implications.  As the Beatles once said: ”I want to hold your hand”.
One day I just might

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Be what I be

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

My twitter account's back! Oh my joy this morning haha 5 days without twitter is no easy feat I tell you! Well not for me anyways. Right. So yey the holidays are here! 'Cept not really. I have never ever ever spent my June holidays studying never ever in my life and I can't believe I'm not even gonna be able to enjoy my birthday ack shitty sucky JC schedule you suck oh yes you do.

Kay so many things have been going on since I lost the inspiration to blog but this is too cool! Just last week the photog exco stayed back to play with the studio oh.em.gee best fun ever!! Kinda sucks that we're in our uniform but whatever haha I am so ready for my close up hahahahahaha



I swear I'm lugging my whole wardrobe to school one day to just shoot shoot shoot haha fun.

Was on the bus thinking and thinking and playing with my hair when I realized I must have looked like such a major airhead.......... I need to frown more while spacing out so no one will think I'm a frivolous blonde mhmm.

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Dead blog but just here to say MY TWITTER ACCOUNT GOT SUSPENDED GODDAMIT I NEED TO TWEET I HAVE TWITTER WITHDRAWAL SYPTOMS AND IF THEY DECIDE TO SHUT DOWN MY ACCOUNT, I. WILL. SCREAM. ONE DIRECTION'S SONGWRITER FOLLOWS ME FOR GOD'S SAKE! SAVAN KOTECHA FOLLOWS ME C'MON!!!!!!!!!!!! TWITTER PLEASE DONT DO ANYTHING RASHHHHHHHH