I wish I was more original and brilliant and kinder and nicer and everyday I'm working on it. Or at least try some days are conscious nulls and then life revolves around seeing how much I can really stuff myself with food and then regret afterwards (haha)
I wish I can step back and see the bigger picture of everything
Oh and I didn't manage to get the MTV VJ gig haha. I was kinda crushed but thoroughly believe there will be other chances and I will try my best. I've been told before that I have a weak mind and I'm trying so desperately to change that about myself. Baby steps. And I suppose everything stems from self-love eh haha
Well, 96 days to the big one. And I'm now drawing a mental picture of me pushing myself with my arms closed and heels dug deep hahaha come on Zoee!!!!!!
x,
Z
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