GEEZ I AM SO TIRED OF STUDYING like omfg I know everyone says this all the time but the idea of having another year and a half of stu-dying left before I stu-die some more, KILLS ME I am not even kidding okay I admit I do enjoy studying it's relaxing (no i'm not being sarcastic) and the sense of accomplishment you get when you compete something? Undescribable. B U T why do they have to screw it aaaaaalll up and measure your 'smartness' with stupid unnecessary redundant exams and redundant unnecessary stupid tests? Totally makes the entire process so unfavorable and completely unenjoyable. Sigh can I please study for the knowledge. Like reading for instance I love reading I am a book nerd YES and I love finding bits and pieces of new information that's what learning is to me :( I even love writing essays about themes of life which is basically what we do in Lit but the whole idea of following a structure just totally limits my flow and I can't even properly get what I want to say out. Geddit? Like we're being graded on our knowledge that's fine but once we acquire it you wanna grade us on how we put it across? Damn that's some shitty business right there.
Don't ask me what I want to do in the future. The very thought makes me want to leap up with excitement but also because of all the social barriers and the expectation to conform, makes me want to cower right back into my seat, picking gingerly through all the brochures and pamphlets and ultimately choosing the path that's the s a f e s t O M F G I swear to God that that will not be me
A R G H BACK TO STUDYING NOW THEN YAY RECURRENCE
I WILL SURVIVE THIS SHIT JUST W A T C H
2 comments:
Helloooooo
Totally agree with you, feel the same way too except the part about the book nerd thing, thats not me. But what to do...
One thing I've heard before which i feel is kinda true too is that we cant always do what we like cause we dont always make money from it but have to do things we dont really like to feed ourselves. There might and would be exceptions and stuff.
The safe routes aside, what would you like to do??
YOU CAN DO IT!!!
Other than doing things that you have to, dont forget to do stuff that you like and absolutely enjoy.
Do it cause you still can. Wait and then you will wish you had made a different choice back then :)
Hey!! Cheer up dear! :D I know sg's education can be quite screwed up at times... But trust that you can get through this. I believe that EVERYTHING happens for a reason, and its the intangible things you learn about yourself and humanity that is much more valuable that just a good grade in promos or As. So dont give up just yet! Also, yes, choosing a realistic and 'safe' career path is wise, but then again, DO NOT make decisions that you think you might regret later in life as you will kick urself for not following your gut. And at that point, it will be too late.
DREAM
BELIEVE
ACHIEVE
Despite how cliche this sounds, these words gave me hope, and I hope it does the same with you
All the best yeah!
xoxo, A
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