Up on a Hill across the Blue lake

 This shall be the randomest post ever on two really random periods of my life

 Exco dinner after promos when I completed my last lit paper. Was so happy then

 Trip to Genting with the couz and we had so much 'us' time, it was good too.
Note how I didn't use to have braces and I didn't use to look weird sigh. So self conscious now whenever I'm smiling for photos :'(

Anywayz today was a rather.... hard day. Keep hitting me how I was no longer in 12S501. I know I sound like a weenie and I should stop complaining haha dayum I freaking wish I could. I even teared up in Econs lecture like wtf get some spunk Zoee you spineless jellyfish psh

How we'd survive

Out with TCG a fortnight ago! Haha we were quite lame and kinda failed in our first attempt of making a cover but at least we had fun! Hopefully the future outings would be more successful and hopefully my mic arrives soon and I wasn't ripped off.

School hasn't been bad. I actually imagined it worse but thank god for Alif and a few others whom I can actually click with. It would have been easier but at least half of the class is from China and I am absolutely hopeless with Chinese. Meh.
At times it gets difficult. Actually start missing my classmates and the OGLs and everyone else it hurts so bad :( Not to the extent of me breaking down again, no, but it still really sucks. Why do I feel like I'm running out of time? It's like every moment spent with Kristle or Cheryl or the OGLs feels so......... precious because I
m not going to be able to see them again? I have no idea haha sigh. Hope everything gets better!

And I get to see you around once a day and I know I should be content with that I really do but........... it's never enough

A thousand times

Wazzap
Oh my lord I look so different I still can't get used to it hehe different good different bad I don't exactly know either

So..............
Today was the first day of the Orientation and it was so horrid I had such a bad start to the day I broke down in front of my OGLs sigh. I don't know why but it feels too easy to just cry now :( But all is good I have to believe that

Since its the first day of Orientation, this also means I had to submit my subj combi choices today. And even though I've been thinking about this for a month now and it also being the reason for all my sleepless nights, I still couldn't decide. But when I finally did, it turns out MJ doesn't offer retainees all the choices they want. So basically I went fuck fuck fucketty fuck and panicked like mad.

I'm so tired I don't even wanna think about whether I made the right choice or not.